isang araw na lng, 2006 na.. grabe ang bilis talaga ng panahon! 7 months na kami d2 sa san antonio.. parang kailan lang.. *isip mode* hay.. buhay nga naman ng tao! hehehe..

naging masaya naman ang aking 2005.. maraming nakilala, na-experience, nakaaway?!, at natutunan.. start pa lang ng taon eh nagtatrabaho na ako agad! yup, nasa MAERSK ako that day.. busy-busyhan dahil overtime din un! hehehe..nagmahal na naman ako ngayong taong to.. sa isang taong di ko inaakalang mamahalin din ako.. marami rin kaming naging pagaaway pero ok pa rin! hanggang ngayon ay di ko pa rin alam kung anong nagustuhan nya sa akin.. sorbrang demanding, magulo, makulit at pasaway! pero mahal naman daw nya ko.. =) at mahal ko rin cya.. still be here pare..

another year for me and raych.. eversince michel left us, we became close.. like real close! ang dami naming gala this year.. and eventhough we are miles apart from each other, i know deep in my heart, we will be sisters forever! (ang drama!)

new experiences.. i’ve had a lot this year.. from the time we migrated to san antonio, i know my life will never be the same.. new culture, new language (well, i can speak english but not that fluently.. gudluck! hehehe.. call center everyday!), new environment.. new everything in short! i used to be shy talking to people that i don’t know but now, i can say that i’m more outgoing.. i still don’t have friends that i hang around with unlike in the philippines, but i know there are few that is there for me.. my views about americans were changed.. when i was in the philippines, i thought that they are superior, they rule everything, but now, i know that even ordinary filipinos can beat them.. galing talaga ng pinoy! being outside the philippines for 7 months made me even determined and eager to go back next year.. hopefully, the plans push through.. kahit na magulo, kahit na maraming pulitika.. mahal ko ang pilipinas at babalik pa rin ako.. i’ve met some filipinos who didn’t want to go back.. most of them stayed here for like almost 10 years.. i can’t blame them.. because, you can really buy things here even if you just work in a fastfood chain.. i’m working in a restaurant and even diswashers have pimped cars! maybe, i can live here but my heart will always be in the philippines..

in turning 22 this 2006, and i don’t have any plans for the future.. none yet.. i’m just hoping for the best to come..

ang drama! di ko kinaya! hehehe.. sana lang maging masaya ang 2006 nating lahat!

nung lumabas ako ng bahay nung dec. 27, dahil papasok na ko, ito ang bumungad sa akin! hehehe.. astig! 8:30am na yan! napatanong tuloy ako.. nasa langit na ba ako?

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dec. 29 na.. ilang araw na lang, 2006 na.. bagong taon ay magbagong buhay.. hehehe.. new year’s resolution? di na uso sa akin un eh! ilang beses na rin akong gumawa non, kaso la rin.. pinipilit ko na lang magbago.. =)

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nakausap ko pare ko.. =) iloveyou po!

read this from In Other Words: A Language Lover’s Guide to the Most Intriguing Words Around the world by Christopher J. Moore. ito lang ung kaisa-isang tagalog word..

>> sayang (Tagalog) [sye-yang] (noun) The closest English translation for a word like sayang is an expression such as “what a waste!” but it has more feelings associated with the gravity of loss thatn this evokes. It involves a deep sadness or longing for something lost, and feelings of love, compassion, and empathy all enter into this. In another context, the word infers these emotive aspects and it can be a term of endearment like “love”, or “sweetheart”, or “dear”. Koreans have an equivalent for this word, han, which is similarly laoded with meaning.

ayos! ngayon ko lang nalaman na napakalalim pala ng salitang “sayang”.. astig talaga!